Emotionally Unstable
I guess I’m having some male PMS or something, cuz everything is making me agro or fucking depressed. I haven’t been driving lately as you all should know, but I got into my car to buy a new bike and got stuck in traffic, then took out my frustration on poor Gisela. Sorry gurl. Next, to all the girls I’ve dated, fuck you all, you only hold me back. You cancel dates and make dumb excuses for not calling me back. HELLO, I can’t wait for you. I got school and a hundred mile bike race to train for. So don’t get all pissy when I don’t answer my phone. Don’t get all emotional when I can’t come out. There are more fucked up things in the world than your emotional problems. I feel like I should be happy cuz I just finished finals and I got an A for sure, but I’m not. And it’s because of that class, Socialogy 1. Basically it’s all the fucked up things in the world rolled into one class. Globalization, Global Warming, The World Trade Organization, The International Monetary Fund, The World Bank, Gentrification, Rent Control, World Hunger, Water Shortages, you get what I mean. I was already sad before this class when I heard about the plight of the native Hawaiians, of how they are getting kick out of their homes and are living on tents on the beach because rent is too high. WTF! Sometime I wonder about life and humanity. How far have we come? Does helping people make a difference? Is life even worth it?
I just had to get this out of me. Thanx for reading.